it's a boy

i went to a baby shower for my friend misty today. i didn't feel a part of the group of women because i didn't really know most of them because i think they were from misty's job. i also felt a little out of place because i feel like one of crystal's grandmas was whispering stuff about me to a few of the girls, don't ask me why she chose to whisper things about me, i really don't know the woman and there's better things to talk about. it seems awfully childish to think that she was whispering things about me, maybe i'm just being paranoid but i felt out of place. my friend amy was there with her son, austin.
i just want to get up by myself but i'm afraid that i'll fall over or something will go wrong. my butt and lower back were still feeling itchy while i was lying in bed this morning and i don't know if i have an mri scheduled on the 29th because i have an appointment with dr. wood on that day but it doesn't say on my schedule what it's for. my grandma says that will tell if different parts of my brain are working that weren't working before.